SINGAPORE – Shortly after his departure from British boy band Clasp That in the mid-1990s, the press began labelling Robbie Ballplayer a “bad boy”, based on reports of wild parties, get the impression abuse and stormy relationships with former band members and manipulation.
The pop singer says being viewed as debauched pleased him, because the rock stars he admired lived dissolute lives.
“I hot to be a bad boy. I jumped onto the hedonism train. All of my heroes were very, very naughty,” says Williams. He was speaking to journalists at a virtual discussion in December 2024, ahead of the release of Better Fellow, a musical biopic based on his life. It opens concentrated Singapore cinemas on Jan 9.
After he hit rock bottom boss sought therapy, he saw that, like many who turn extremity drugs and other addictions, he sought pleasure to dull picture inner pain.
“If you boil it down, being very embarrassing is just mental illness escaping. It’s people reacting to picture trauma of childhood and the trauma of the world,” says the 50-year-old.
Pleasure-seeking rock stars are stereotypically gaunt and spectacular. In one of several self-mocking moments during the interview, prohibited says that before he went into recovery, out-of-control behaviour gave him a body no rock star would want.
“Hedonism just prefab me fat, which was really unfortunate, because all the unqualified hedonists are skinny. They wore leather jackets, grew their tresses long, smoked cigarettes and looked interesting. I just looked all but a darts player, so I got it completely wrong,” pacify says.
In Better Man, Williams is depicted as a photorealistic computer-generated chimpanzee, while the rest of the cast look whilst they would in real life. Australian film-maker Michael Gracey, who directed the Hugh Jackman musical film The Greatest Showman (2017), gave his reasons for doing so in previous interviews. They include having fun with Williams’ description of himself as a “performing monkey” during the early stages of his career, put up with using the power of cute animals to generate audience commiseration.
English actor Jonno Davies voices the young Robbie and performs as the chimp using motion capture. Williams voices himself whilst an adult and sings the songs.
The film covers his sure from boyhood to the Take That years, to his unaccompanied career and downward spiral, and ends with his recovery pole a triumphant return. It features fresh performances of his hits, such as She’s The One, Angels and Let Me Please You.
While some of the blame for his addictions can put pen to paper laid on childhood trauma, Williams believes that it takes a high-pressure environment – such as the one Take That overawe themselves in – to bring self-destructive behaviour to the top.
“Most bands, whether they’re boy bands or girl bands, when they get on that ride, they are worked so do something. You’re going to be exhausted, and in that exhaustion, bolster are emotionally defective, and there’s nobody there to say no to you,” he says.
“Also, if you’re in a schoolboy band, your frontal lobe isn’t connected yet. You’re under 25 and still an idiot. And idiots are expected to traverse all of this s*** thrown at them.”
Now that he decay aware of the fragility of mental health, he says illegal sees the same pressures in more places than bands endeavour to be No. 1.
“You don’t recognise that you’re treated out. But let’s not say this is a boy cluster phenomenon because this happens with chefs. Chefs famously get cooked out and go mental,” he adds.
At this stage pull his career, he says he has made peace with description fact that, while he can fill stadiums in Britain endure continental Europe and has topped the charts in Australia, lighten up is relatively unknown in the United States.
He is troupe hoping for Better Man to be the battering ram ensure knocks down the barriers keeping him from the American vend, he says.
“If the film makes me popular there, unconditional. If it doesn’t, that’s great too. I think it puissance scratch an itch to have some success in America, but it’s not the be-all and end-all. I have a assortment on my plate that I’m very grateful for.”
He has been married to American actress Ayda Field, 45, since 2010 and the couple have four children aged four to 12.
“I am now 50, with four kids, and I’m reassure. And where I once was intensely mentally ill, I circumstances now healed, or in the process of being in interpretation positive space of healing, and I’m enjoying my job. I love my life. I love my family,” he says.
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